Part I: You have the sense of
what I am saying. That shows a wonderful willingness on
your part to open to what you know is true. The next step
is to bring this intellectual insight to the feeling level.
The power is in the feeling that you call "pain." Every
time you feel what you refer to as "pain," go deeply into
that feeling until you feel the fullness of the energy.
What you call "pain" is the disguise you created to hide
your power.
In order to keep the power hidden, we have devised many
ingenious devices to direct our attention away from the
hiding places. For example: the word "pain" is a signal to
back off. We avoid "pain." This is just one of the myriad
ways we have tricked ourselves into avoidance rather than
acceptance.
Part II: Another way
we have tricked ourselves to avoid the places we have hidden
our power is through the belief in dichotomy: "pain" and
"pleasure," "good" and "bad," "right" and "wrong."
Dichotomy is a brilliant disguise for our wholeness. In
making "pleasure," "good" and "right" attractive, we have
ingeniously supported our intention to stay away from the
opposites. We have also given validity to a conflicted
self.
There is no conflict or separation within us and no
conflict or separation amongst us. There is no part within
us or amongst us that is less than totally pure, totally
wonderful, totally powerful, totally abundant and totally
harmonious.
The pushing away of pain and the pulling in of pleasure;
the avoidance of those people we dislike and the attraction
of those we admire are clever devices we use to make our
human experiences possible.
The forgoing examples are just a small part of the
evidence of our commitment to keep our power hidden.
Appreciating the level of commitment we have in place to
keep our power hidden helps us to appreciate the level of
commitment (what I refer to as "doing whatever it takes")
required to reclaim our power.
P. S. In Chapter 7 of THE JOURNEY you will find a
procedure for reclaiming your power.