Reread
your description of your actual experience in "seeing" and
feeling your relationship with your husband in a new way.
What you described is your expanded awareness of your
relationship. It is real. Keep appreciating the opening
and it will keep expanding. The lightheartedness and
freedom you describe is your opening to the God Presence.
You say you want to get this. You already have it! You
cannot not be the God Presence.
However, we all had to hide the power of this Presence so
that we could explore our lives as human beings. We went to
great lengths to hide this power. The process of opening
the many disguises we created to hide this power requires a
deep commitment.
For a more in-depth awareness of the process you are
entering into, I suggest that you read my latest book, THE
JOURNEY. Information about ordering can be found on my
website.