Part I: Every complaint you
mentioned reflects a complaint you have about yourself. (You
see the world around you in the same way that you see
yourself.) In your desire to have things be different than
they are, you are overlooking the great lengths you have
gone to give yourself the very experiences that you are
having.
I suggest that you read many of the questions and answers
previously posted so that you can get a feel for the
approach I am offering you. Your perception is that you have
not created the situations you are facing. The truth is that
only you could create them.
And you created them to have the precise experiences that
you are now having. Saying that you did not create them is a
way you separate yourself from your power.
The power in you that you use to create your experiences
is your abundance. Judging what you create is a way you
resist the flow of the power through you.
Abundance is the natural state of the Universe. You don't
manifest abundance; you open to it.
Part II: Every
complaint you have is a hiding place for your power. The
distastefulness of the situations and people you complain
about is a strategy you created to keep you away from your
power so that you could have the experiences you are now
engaged in.
As for wanting things to be different, that is another
strategy to divert your attention from the places your power
is hidden.
Finally, your perception that your life is not already
abundant is just a disguise for the unlimited abundance that
is the natural state of the Universe and your natural state.
As long as you feel compelled to hold to your present way
of seeing your life, events and circumstances will continue
to bother you in the same way. At some point, the discomfort
may motivate you to see the situation more broadly.