THIS WEEK'S MESSAGE IS A WEBSITE VISTOR'S COMMENTS IN RESPONSE TO THE NOVEMBER 3, 2003 WEEKLY MESSAGE ("ABOUT THE ACTUAL EXPERIENCE OF OPENING")

This message took me back 15 years when I asked myself the same question. "Why would I have created this fear, anger and hell for myself?" At one of your seminars Arnold, you had me stand there in the now. You had me open my heart to all of what I had created. I saw red, I felt angry, I was shaking... you had me hold all those feelings I was feeling until I felt my heart open. Your patience, love and compassion as you joined me in opening my heart was beyond anything I had ever been able to experience with another human being. I felt so much love from you that I couldn't help but love myself and my creations of fear, anger and hell.

Once I was able to get to that place of power and love (in the now) you had me go back 10 years and work up to the present. You told me the only way we could see how powerful we really were was from the back to the current. That if we can 'get' that we created everything in our lives from the past to the current, then it would be possible to make a shift to brighten the future.

It took me a couple of weeks for this to really sink in but one day I was setting in my living room in fear of going out to look for a job. Out of the blue I stood up and said to myself, "I DON'T WANT A JOB!"

It was at this time I realized how powerfully my fear worked for me... It was at this time I was able to see that, Yes, In looking back over the years I could see how, in my ability to create fear and insecurity, the power of this ability had kept me in the same olÉ same ol... stuff. I had a job within a week.

This message really took me back and I can really tap into what the person was/is going through. Arnold and Selma, I have learned so much about life, love and joy in the presence of your energies. Even though we are far from each other I feel the Universal Love Energy always.

Now, when I ask God (the Universe) how He, She, It would do something, it's as if this Energy bounces right back to me saying,

"It doesn't matter how I would do it!" "How are you going to do it?"

I have become a very responsible person in my life and look for every possible sign (button to be pushed) to work on my issues and strengths. I now recognize them when they present themselves and I am getting better at smiling at them rather than being angry at them. Thanks Arnold for Letting Me Create You! My Purpose is to be the Conduit of Love, Life, and Joy!